we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get.

beautiful people captured 17 july 2009

i've been holding them in since monday, july sixth.
i built a dam in my eyes and made sure it wouldn't burst.

but the sudden realization that another last had just occurred broke down the dam walls [haha] and the tears spilled over my eyes onto my cheeks.

i felt it.
another ending.

i saw my friends run alongside justin's car and i rolled down the window to grasp fingers and everything i had tried to hold in came pouring out.

earlier that night, i told justin that "up" had ruined me because i had cried in every single movie i'd watched since then, but me being emotional had nothing to do with pixar and their innate power to control my tear ducts.

the blame is all on me.


i have never had such a wonderful summer.

and i have the people pictured above to thank for it.

friends,
it was the best summer of my life.
thanks for the night bike rides,
scenic drives,
spray park adventures,
ramirez runs,
hugs,
laughs,
and sunday walks.
i love you all so much.
i told most of you that last night, but if i didn't,
please know that i truly, truly do.
love koko

on repeat.