how on earth did i get so lucky?

today was beautiful, magical, and life-affirming.

there have been a couple days this week where i took a step back, assessed whatever situation i was in and thought to myself, "there is no way i can do this. why on earth am i here?"

but today was not one of those days.


the sun was shining, we got to walk to a nearby park and play like children for a little while, everyone was laughing and smiling and saying sweet things, my coworkers seemed to be in better spirits than usual, i even shed a few tears watching one of our graduating students sing along to sesame street music videos [specifically this one (although he loves this one and this one just as much)].

it was just one of those days.


at one point, i took a step back, looked around me, and felt so much joy and love for all of these special spirits i have the privilege to work with every day. i felt so grateful for every little step along the way that led me to this job.

this job, along with my students and coworkers, has changed my life.


and i don't think i'll ever be able to give back what they have given to me in this short time.


i'm just so happy!

now, if i can just remember this post on the really tough days, i think i'll be okay.